So today I was just excited to get my new glasses, but I had to take the bus with my mom. So I just decided not to, and just wait for my dad to come  home. He comes home at like fucking 7 and says that he was  doing shit at church. Why do you have to get involved with EVERYTHING? I don’t like how he spends so much fucking money on church, and then when it comes to something that is actually something important to our family, “he can’t afford it.” He fuckingg goes “wow we can’t afford to fix this leak in our house” but you can go afford a fucking flat screen for the church? This also kept me from going to hagwon. Are you fucking kidding me? My mom says the classes are so expensive. Are you stupid as shit, one of my friends who are not that rich can even afford it. Maybe if you didn’t borrow so much money from the bank and spent money like it was nothing, we would be living in riches. But no, yo’re stupid as shit.

My dad said yesterday that I had no respect for parents. That’s hilarious, maybe I’d have respect for you if you didn’t piss me so fucking much. You’re annoying as shit and I don’t even want to be your son. Fuck you. I’m leaving this house as soon as possible.

Today my dad then said “Don’t piss me off.” Wow how fucking ignorant of you. Do you not realize how much your little fucking ass pisses me off? You always say how I’m a spoiled child, which I probably am, but if you’re going to continue telling me that and fucking saying stupid remarks to me, I’m not going to keep quiet. I don’t have respect for people who don’t have respect for me. I don’t really care if you’re my parent, you’re being bitchy as fucking hell and not even letting me talk. Fuck respecting your parents, my parents should stop talking to me. I’m moving once I’m legal to and I’m not looking forward to come back. I don’t want to live with my dad, he’s an annoying bitch who thinks the world revolves around his little annoying ass. He isn’t the greatest person ever or the greatest parent ever, and he’s just being annoying. If you think that I should listen to you, stop being so fucking rude and stupid and ignorant as hell. Fuck you.

omfg i look stupid as shit but 

this is my final day with these glasses. tomorrow i’m getting new glasses and i’m going to look still as stupid :D 

so this morning i woke up and was tired as shit. sleeping at 5am for two consecutive nights is tiring, so i just crashed again. my parents began yelling at me and i just got really pissed off, and went apeshit. i slept in my room in anger until like 1pm and missed the whole entire school day. I’m just feeling really down, it’s tiring to live with nothing. im so antisocial it’s annoying me. 

The month of June is getting so much hype and I’m just all “ew another month.” I can’t believe the 7th grade is over already, with nothing big happening. This month was extremely boring and I didn’t like it, and this whole entire school grade was terrible. I’m having higher expectations for 8th grade.

the procrastination continues and i slept at 4am :)

work sucks

I’ve been doing this project and it’s almost 4am now. Then, I’m going to study for the social studies test and do some post it pages. I don’t think I’m sleeping tonight. This designing project is pretty useless anyway. This isn’t an art class, this is a drama class. I’m tired though and I feel like sleeping, but I feel like I won’t get any sleep tonight. Yay, first official all nighter!

Today I went to school didn’t do anything I was supposed to, went home and now I’m here. Hey. I feel like that one certain person, yes you, that follows my blog is just following it to tell everyone the shit I say. Well have fun because I have alot to say today.

I hate being caught in between fights. Like the first time I was caught in between Valentina and Alfred. It wasn’t that bad, but not it’s been reoccurring often. Mayuranki and Elva and I were the closest three people in magnet, until suddenly Elva just decided to use Mayuranki’s name in the mail. Of course, I think that was a dumb thing that Elva did, But I don’t know. I want it all to just be repatched again. It was a dumb mistake she did, and at least she apologized. But May’s stubborn and will stay with her decisions, so I decided not to say anything. I just want all three of us talking again. Plus, Valentina and Sean getting into a fight concerns me. I just repatched my shit with Sean, but I don’t think I like the direction he’s going to. I don’t hate him as a person, but I don’t feel the same essence as last year.

I’m tired of these random arguments coming up over the stupidest shit. Envelopes? Aluminum foil? Really? This is getting annoying. I’m not saying this is like “omg so much drama I’m sick of it I have so much stress” it’s just getting on my fucking nerves already. Just learn to stop fucking talking to each other and stop being near each other. It’s not that fucking hard. It’s fucking simple. 

I’m getting sick of Emma and her crew shitting on every single bitch. I don’t hate Emma as a person, I think she’s nice and shit whatever. But I think her little crew is annoying. I kind of feel bad for Elva too because she’s getting ignored by one of her closest friends during school, but right after school she suddenly gets noticed. Really have no time for “one of your closest friends ever?” Alright.

Tired of attention seekers and annoying people in our school.

This project is legit killing me. It’s mad boring and school is just stressing me out. Sometimes I wish I could just be those dumb kids who don’t give a fuck about school and just do whatever they want during school. Their lives are so easy, but I realize that in the end they’ll just end up nowhere. I actually have to go to school for a reason apparently. But this is alot of work for me because I don’t like doing alot of the stuff. I don’t want to write essays that are non related to what I actually want to do in life. I don’t want to learn science or learn about the history of our country. Yes, it is always good to know more, but what’s the use of school in the first place. School should just be voluntary because if the kids fuck up and end up homeless, let them be. I’m just sick of this work.

Regular Sunday. I had to start my project but I don’t feel like it. Family besides my brother and I went to retreat, so I just stayed home diong the project but never got to finish. Goodnight.